Tuesday, March 11, 2014

syllabus




um.

they didn’t tell us everything when we were registering for courses.

some days your ankles swell and there’s no pencil sharpener
in sight.
the food isn’t always all that great and there are only a few
loaner umbrellas –
and some of them are broken.
the gym is available except when it isn’t and some of the chairs are reserved
for seniors or men or veterans.

no, they didn’t tell us really any of the details to make an informed choice.
we had no way of knowing and mute advisors are no help even when they
smell funny and hold your hand occasionally ruffling your hair.

what happens out behind the auditorium is secret unless security rolls by, and there’s always too much of never enough time and back aches creep up from behind.
it’s all more tuna fish and corn chips than cristal and beluga.

there should have been a more thorough orientation because pets and children die and it’s not fair
that you have to be 36” to ride the roller coaster.
someone might have mentioned that gardening and arguing are skills that require
development
and even if you get a yearly calendar you’ll never have enough pages and even
at the end you will want and beg for one more.

don’t there have to be more q words without the letter u? and if we kept our mouths shut
and our chins up, i think there should be a prize. 
the syllabus really should have outlined the grading structure more clearly.
we sign up for a second, third, fourth, fifth round of pain because we are here
and we must use our time wisely if we can but use it nonetheless.

and no one said there was an end because really there are too many smiles to see
and toasts to drink and vases to smash.
oh so much that wasn’t included in the opening remarks and it all keeps
going



Monday, March 3, 2014

Trades

We ran a plumb line down the chasm,
   perhaps thinking to balance bitterness
      with affection and cruelty.
Storms of passions don't invite
   peace of a level line and lost vows
      refract sadness in broken glass.

Can it matter if you lie and I don't care?

Trading on futures with promissory
   for a rare, dear flower --
an ancient tulip trade -
leaves us with the bulb unwanted.
Still, we plant and it grows after hard freezes:
    royal promises.
But, unexpected frost gathers on green petals:
    browning leaves wither:
the bulb is starved.
all that's left:  food for squirrels.